communication

I've never had so much trouble communicating with someone as I do my husband lately. Everything I say, do, or feel seems tolerated and not understood. 

Self education is the word I think of when wondering why he's so hateful and toxic.

I communicate all day online and don't even have that issue. So is it really me? Or is it his continued ignorance.  His refusal to get to know who I really am. 

I get tired of feeling alone and the person I need isn't available in that aspect. It just sucks!!